Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Work

I assume that everyone has noticed my lack of posts recently. Well all I can say is that work sucks and I have been spending alot of time here at work, when I should be at home drinking myself into oblivion. It is starting to cramp my chat time with my friend. Yes she is female. I have heard rumors and even glimpsed pictures!! :) I haven't even had time to get something ready for HNT. Fortunately, my friend has taken it upon herself to do my work for me!! Damn ain't that nice!! I owe her a big kiss!! All she has to do is come and collect it! Thank You! So I will post it tomorrow and you can all tell her what a great job she did! I'm just an object. Hehe.

So I am doing better now that I got that previous post out. Sometimes I truly wish I could do the whole "big, ugly divorce with nasty lawyers" but alas, I am pretty much broke. Most people in the military with families live paycheck to paycheck. Some work second jobs to give some cushion for a rainy day, but I have always felt that the loss of time with the family cannot be made up bt money that will be gone soon anyway. I would much rather spend time with my family than go work somewhere for an extra couple hundred a week. It just isn't worth it. I guess now I could conceivably work one now, but I don't care to anymore. Time to get back in the server room. Take care and make a nice day!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

My post

Wednesday I didn’t get out of work till after 5 pm. Sucks but it happens. Thursday (Thanksgiving) I got up early and put the turkey in, surfed HNT’s awhile, made mashed potatoes, gravy, stuffing, and green beans. My wife came over and brought my daughter with her. We had a nice meal together, to me it was very enjoyable. My wife left about 1 pm. I know she went to her friends to celebrate Thanksgiving there. I understand that she feels the need to move on since she no longer wants me. I had to go back in to work around 8 pm so she came back and watched our daughter while I did this. I had to go back in Friday also and asked her if she could pick our daughter up around 1 pm so I could go in and work on the stuff I needed to. She said 5 would be better for her. Well dammit!! Alright fine. Around 3:45 Friday I called her cell to find out if she wanted to meet somewhere and eat before I went in to work. I got her voicemail, so I left her a message to call me. She finally calls me back at 4:15, and I asked her about dinner, etc. she tells me she can’t because the movie is getting ready to start! WTF??!! Its 4:15 and she is supposed to pick our daughter up at 5!! I was so stunned that she would be this flaky when she used to be the most responsible person I ever met! How can she do this? I was upset but I didn’t say anything. I went ahead and went to work and had to leave my daughter in the car because I can’t bring her in the building. It is a strictly controlled access building. I was only inside for about 15 minutes. I hated to do that but I didn’t have anywhere else to take her. After that we went grocery shopping, took them home and then went to Japanese for dinner. I figured I would just drop my daughter off at my wife’s apartment. She wasn’t there when we got there. It is past 7 pm already. So I call her to see how long till she will be home. She then laughs and says, “well, I’m out of town” Again, WTF!!?? She tells me it will be awhile until she gets, so I just told her not to bother coming to pick our daughter up since it would be too late. I know I didn’t do a very good impersonation of being strong in front of my daughter because she heard me sniffling and trying to hide the tears. She asked me if I was crying and I just told her that Daddy’s don’t cry. When we got home I let her watch TV for awhile before bed, then tucked her in and said prayers. She asked me if Mama would be picking her up and I told her that no she wasn’t. Then she asked “well how far out of town is she?” I didn’t think she heard that part of the conversation, but 9 year olds have big ears I guess. All I could think to tell her was “please don’t ask”. Not a very good answer at all, but I just couldn’t handle it anymore. Saturday my wife showed up around 11 am while our daughter was eating lunch. I was sitting out in the screen room trying to keep from breaking down. She came out there and waited for me to acknowledge her. I waited until she spoke. She said “Well I guess I have to apologize again!” I told her that she didn’t have to apologize to me, that she had already left me. She needed to apologize to our daughter because she wanted to spend time with her. My wife told me not to get fooled by her, that all she really wanted was to go play with the girls that live near there. It doesn’t matter what the reason is that she wants to spend time at mama’s house. If that’s where she wants to be then she needs to let her spend time there. It was some more talking and I am not going to go into all of it, but it was more of the same. Then she started telling me that she has to suffer because I have credit card bills! WTF?! She left me, that’s why she is suffering! I’m giving her enough money to pay her rent and buy groceries, plus I am making her car payment for her! Why do I do this you ask? Because of my daughter. Then she asked if I had done anymore work on the divorce paperwork. I told her that I had reprinted the child custody one, because she had marked that she would have custody instead of rotating custody like we agreed. She told me that she marked it that way so that she would get child support! So now I see, she wants to have custody of our daughter so that she can get money. I told her that I would give her $500 a month if she would give me custody, and then she wouldn’t have to worry about being responsible. I told her that she would be able to move to where she could go to college for the degree she wants until she graduates. She got really nasty and said she wasn’t going to go to that school, that she wasn’t going to move away from this area. So evidently her “friend” doesn’t want her to go anywhere. Am I weak for wanting to make sure my daughter has a safe, happy and stable environment? Should I go get a pitbull lawyer and take custody? Would I win? Would it be worth it? My wife currently has no job, she lives on the money I give her. If she gets custody will my daughter suffer? I hate this. Sunday I went over and picked up my daughter for church. I asked my wife if our daughter had eaten breakfast yet. So instead of answering me, she turns around and asks our daughter if she ate breakfast!! COME ON!! She didn’t even make breakfast for her! I told her that I would have her back around 1230 or 1 depending on when church let out. I had her there at 1220. Surprise! No wife. I had a dread filling me when I called her cell phone figuring she would be somewhere else and not able to come back for a long time. When she answered, the first thing she said was “You told me 1230.” Not Hi, Hello, How are you. I simply asked her how long she would be because we were at her apartment. She said she would be there shortly. About 15 minutes later she showed up. I asked her if she wanted to go eat lunch somewhere, but she refused. She asked if I wanted to come in for a little while. So I went in and made small talk about nothing for a half hour or so, then went in to work for a couple of hours. I went to bed wishing that I just didn’t have to ever get up again. I had some seriously bad thoughts about ending it all before I fell asleep. I am still here though and still going through the motions. I have been typing on this for 2 days now. I guess I should post it.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

post

This is just a post to say that I have had an extremely emotionally draining weekend so far. There is just so much to say, and I can't seem to get a grasp on it enough to poat it. I will try to do so in the near future.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

HNT

Another fine Thursday! It just so happens to be Thanksgiving also. I had contemplated taking a "special" picture with the turkey but decided that I wasn't quite that desperate yet. Note that I said yet! If you don't know what this HNT stuff is all about go click on the pretty lady in pink lingerie on the right side and visit Osbasso and read all about it.

This week I have had a friend play with a picture to post and this is what she gave me for a finished product.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I stole this from The Kat House!

You're a Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

Another nickel

This morning was PT. Since the gym floor is being resurfaced we had to meet at the running track. No problem. When I woke up this morning I was freezing! Seems the cold front that they were expecting, finally made its way down here. Crap! It was cold! In the 50's cold. I dug out my sweats from the bottom of the drawer and found a sweatshirt, then headed out. The running track is next to what we call the river, since we are on a barrier island that means when the wind blows it isn't fun! We had to run at least a mile and a half, I was freezing and trying to run, so I just ran the mile and a half and was done. We did our cool down and went home to get ready for work. I was happy that the coffee amchine was still on, with hot coffee. The shower got fixed yesterday so that was something else to be happy about. No toothbrush fondling today! Then when I got to work, the world is falling apart. Lovely. And now I get to be the help desk guy! WooHoo!! Make a nice day!

Monday, November 21, 2005

Fun Fun Fun

Well this morning didn't start off too great. I am working the 6-3 shift this week and next, so I set my alarm for 0445. No big deal. The alarm went off, I reached over and smacked it, then fell back asleep. I startled myself awake and looked at the clock a few minutes later to find that it was 0601. CRAP!!! The military doesn't take too kindly to people being late for work. So I rushed to get ready for work, when I got in the shower I realized the the shower handle had broken off yesterday. CRAP!!! I finally managed to get the stub moved enough to turn the water on, take my shower, and then I had to use a toothbrush handle to shut it off. BTW, it wasn't my toothbrush! I keep one in the shower to help scrub grease and dirt off my fingers when I have been working on my car! Then I stumbled over the cat on the way to feed her, because of course she has to be right around your feet when feeding time comes. Finally I get my coffee and head out the door, turned around and got the bills that need to be mailed out, then finally made it to work. 30 Minutes late! NOBODY said a DAMN thing to me!! I guess I just looked grumpy! Sometimes that can be a good thing. So now since I am working the 6-3 shift I have to cover the Helpdesk so they can go eat lunch. Lets just say that it is a misuse of my system privileges! Oh well, it has given me time to blog today! Time to pretend to answer a question incorrectly. Make a nice day!!

Friday, November 18, 2005

Friday

Not much happened last night or this morning. I had a lot of very nice comments from the ladies who check out my blog on Thursdays. Thank you. I have been swamped at work and I still have a crap load to do so this is a very short post today. I hope you all have pleasant weekends. Kiss your special pookie, tell them you love them, and make a nice day.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

HNT

Once again it is time for HNT! Yes ladies and gentlemen, it is time to get Half-Nekkid! If you don't know what this is all about click on the little lady in lingerie on the right and check out the rules. After you post yours, go to Osbasso's blog and let him know you are up!! And do that before you start checking out all the other HNT's or it will have a double meaning for you gentlemen!! On to my submission for today. Today you get to see my eyes. I admit I got the idea from LilBit's profile pic, but her eyes are much prettier than mine!! Happy HNT!


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

It's Wednesday already?

So far this week is flying by! Work is keeping me very busy since it is so hectic. That's probably why time is flying.

My daughter was at home again last night, so we just goofed off some and watched tv. I asked her if she wanted to help me bake a pie this weekend. She asked me how hard is it to take the pie out of the box and put it in the oven. Hmm. I think she does indeed need to help me make a Pecan Pie. She should at least be able to bake!! :) Back to the grind. Make a nice day!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Before the dawn

I woke up a little after 5 this morning. I was cold and shivering. I decided to move over and snuggle up to my wife and get warm. When I got over to her side of the bed, it was empty, and cold. Then I remembered. I sleep alone now. I realized that not only was I cold and shivering, but I was also lonely. Sometimes it just doesn't pay to wake up. I got got up around 0630 and went to PT at the gym. We did our usual push ups, sit ups, stretches, etc. The we got to choose whatever we wanted to do, so I went to the racquetball courts and proceeded to skunk a Capt and a LT who thought they were good. Umm no, sorry guys, but you need alot more practice. After I went home and got cleaned up , I came in to work. As I went through the gate there was a cute female SP checking IDs. She smiled at me, checked my ID then blatantly looked for a wedding ring! Damn. She could only be about 19 or 20 though. I would feel like a child molester!! Damn she is cute though! Make a nice day.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Weekend

This weekend was pretty good. I got called by my wife when I went home for lunch on Thursday. It seems as though our daughter had gone to the nurses office feeling sick and they wanted us to come pick her up. My wife was in class, so she couldn't go do it. I went ahead and picked her up and asked the nephew to watch her until I could get off work. So I managed to get out of work about 1330 on Thursday and had a long weekend. She started feeling better later on that night. So she was with me Thursday night and all day Friday. We decided to go to Chinese for dinner and I called my wife to see if she wanted to meet us there and eat then our daughter could go home with her. When we met up the first thing my daughter said to my wife was, "Can I stay with daddy tonight?" Surprised me and my wife, but we both agreed. So we were eating dinner and they have crab legs on the buffet. They are too much work for the amount of food to be worth it to me, but my wife likes them. So she was eating them and is notorious for splattering other people, she ended up splattering her shirt with some stuff and proceeded to wipe it off. Then she asked if she got everything and I pointed out a spot she had missed on her breast. She said where so I pointed closer and she just moved it onto my finger and asked me to get it for her. Damn her!! So Saturday I tried to call her to see if she could watch our daughter for a couple hours while I went on a bike ride. No answer. She finally calls back around 1400, and asks whats up. I told her what I wanted but it was too late by then. She said she just thought it was our daughter. Lovely. So around 2300 on Saturday, I was talking to someone special on IM and the phone rings. WTF?! Who calls that late? So I answered it and it is my oldest step-daughter. She just wanted to talk and try to find out what was going on with me and her mom. She is upset with her mom too over this. I told her she needed to give her mom, love and support, because she truly needed it. As the conversation went along I found out that she didn't feel safe living with Granny, because her uncle was living there also. Unfortunately he is an addict and has had some run ins with other people. This guy is in his 50's btw. So she wanted to get out of there but feels like she has no where else to go. I told her she could come back down here, but she doesn't have a way to pay for the car Granny bought for her. I tried to make sure she understood that if she wanted to come home she was more than welcome. Space might be an issue, but she was welcome. I had to stop the conversation I had going with the person I was IM'ing to follow along with what my sd was talking about. She tends to talk alot. We finally got done around 1230. So I txt'd my friend and told her goodnight. I felt bad for blowing her off like that and apologized on Sunday. She understood. I think at first she thought I was dismissing her for another woman. Sunday was busy too. First church, then grocery shopping, then finally I had to take my daughter back to her mom. Last night was some more conversation and bed. Now this morning when I got here I had so many tasks in email that I made a list. 10 items that I need to take care of. So what am I doing first? BLOGGING!! :) I better get to my list. Tell someone you love them and Make a nice day!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I stole something!

I stole this from Blondie. I wonder if she will even notice? It's funny, someone challenged her to go for a week without blogging about her Tits (they are nice!), her ass (also very nice!), or alcohol (she drinks A LOT of wine!). Its been three days and she is having problems!! Haha!!

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Iron Bat
Your Superpower is Shape Shifter
Your Weakness is Frogs
Your Weapon is Your Meat Bludgeon
Your Mode of Transportation is Motorcycle



Umm, can someone explain to me what a "Meat bludgeon" is? Because if my superhero name is The Iron Bat and my weapon is a meat bludgeon, does that mean my real life job is porn star? Or am I just living below the gutter? :)

Thursday, November 10, 2005

HNT

Well folks it is the greatest day of the week today. HNT!!! Yay! I got inputs for my submission to HNT. What is HNT you ask? Click on the link on the right side over there that shows a woman in lingerie!! Then be prepared for all the fun. My entry is my throwback to the '80s. I wonder how many people can tell me what this is from.



Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Where am I? Huh?

The past couple of days have been extremely fast paced and hectic. I made the comment yesterday to my Captain that if today started out as a continuation of yesterday I was going to stand on his desk and urinate just so I could leave and not worry about this shit! Kind of caught him off guard, then he realized that I was fucking with him. I told him to bring a rain coat just in case. Last night I got to talk to the person who made my weekend enjoyable, so I had a good night last night. I forgot all about work for a little while. It was very nice. So any requests for HNT tomorrow? I need to get back to these butthole surfers here. Make a nice day!!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Work

I am so swamped at work today with meetings and BULLSHIT that I don't have time to do a decent post today. I will try to post more later today. Make a nice day!

Monday, November 07, 2005

Dang it!

Well the tickets for our Winter Social have gone on sale today. So now I wonder, Do I go by myself this year or not? I want to go, but I don't want to go by myself. I had fun last year and they had some good door prizes. A big screen TV was the final door prize. So should I go or not?

Weekend

I had a pretty good weekend. Probably the best I have had in a year. What did I do? Nothing but talk. And thats all you get to know for now!

I went for a ride on Saturday morning, but didn't do the whole 20 miles. My knee started to bother me a little so I cut 3 miles off my ride. After that I mowed the grass. Hopefully I won't have to do that again this year. I probably will though. Then my wife came over with my daughter. I was chatting with someone on the internet and I left the window open. My wife asked to use my computer to check her email, so I just minimized everything. I think she opened the window up and read it though. She can't say anything though! So yesterday when she came over to pick our daughter up, she was wearing the perfume that she knows drives me nuts. HHMMMM I wonder why? Trying to keep her territory? Maybe she got nervous when she saw that I was actually talking to another woman? I don't know. Anyone got any insight to this? Time for me to get to work. Tell your pookie that you love them and make a nice day!

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fun at home

So yesterday evening my wife came over after her appointment and showed me where they had removed the stitches. Seems they couldn't get all the sticky stuff off her skin. While she was there th nephew came home and had his girlfriend with him, so my wife got to meet her finally. I don't think they thought much of each other. Ha Ha!! So my wife left shortly after that and the nephew and his girlfriend went surfing. When they got back my daughter got "the pope" (work nickname for nephews girlfriend) to try her special drink. Orange juice and Hawaiian Punch. Then got her to play air hockey and basically kept her occupied for an hour or so. After they ate they went in the nephews bedroom and hid. So my daughter had fun for a little while. My wife had made the comment before she left that the pope had quite a bit of junk in the trunk. The nephew likes them that way. It works for him! So this morning my wife came over to get our daughter and the pope was still in the nephews room, so I told him to keep her hidden until my wife left. I just don't feel like dealing with her shit about it. But it was a generally fun evening last night. Time for me to get to work. Tell someone you love them and make a nice day!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Hmmm

Something I noticed a little while ago, all my links with the exception of Osbasso and AVE are all women. Almost all of the comments today are from women. So if I have this kind of luck with women online, how come I don't in the real world? Is it me? Or does the internet give enough anonymity to allow people to be more open about what they feel and say?

I do want to thank all the ladies who have made my ego swell today. Thank You very much!

Happy HNT!



I took Blondie's suggestion for this picture. Although it isn't as good as she was hoping. There's no obvious six pack, it is there, it's just hidden beneath the Krispy Kremes, Dunkin Donuts, and various other fat pills! If you look hard enough you can see a little bit though. Now for the question to put to the jury, Was I sucking it in or not? :)

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Theft

Mike posted this as a comment on another blog. I liked it enough that I had to steal it!

When I'm having a dream without sexual activity, I change the channel.

Now all I have to do is find the damn remote!!

Loneliest before the Dawn

Seems like it is always the loneliest time of the day just before dawn. I wake up before the alarm clock goes off and find myself snuggled with a pillow. It just doesn't snuggle with me. So then I am awake, cold and lonely. Will I ever get over it? Probably. I wonder how long until I can get a handle on myself and move on. Everyone keeps telling me that there are many more fish in the sea, but there is still only one that I want. She just doesn't want me. I need to quit being maudlin.

Anybody have any requests or ideas for HNT tomorrow? I have to think about it and come up with something. Time for me to do something called work. First I have to remember what it is that I do. Make a nice day!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Halloween

Well Halloween around my house was pretty much a bust. Where I live is going to be leveled within 6 months, I am waiting for my house to be finished so they can move me. Consequently there are only 4 families on my entire street. I had one car load of kids come to the house for candy last night. Bummer. My wife dressed my daughter up as a cat, ears and tail included, and brought her over before she went trick or treating. She was being grumpy so the pictures I took of her show her being unhappy. I don't know why she was grumpy. When she called me before she went to bed she was happy and told me all about her two trips out. Seems as though she got so much candy she had to come home to unload. My nephew came home fairly early last night and brought the girl of the month with him. I teased him this morning about keeping the poor girl up and giggling that late into the night. He turned pretty red, but laughed about it. He made the comment that the house must not be very soundproof. I pointed out that each bedroom door has a big vent in it. I finally relented and quit teasing him. Other than that I don't have much to say. Make a nice day!