I had "that phone call" last night. My soon-to-be-ex-wife wants to file the paperwork on Wednesday. I knew the day would come when we had to file, but I held out hope for a reconciliation. Stupid as it sounds. Even after the pain and heartbreak she has put me through, I still love her. Not just because she is my daughters mother, but because I felt that she was the one I wanted to grow old with. I wanted to sit on the porch when we were old and rock in our rocking chairs, to be the old couple you see walking through the park still holding hands. I realize this won't happen with her. Why wasn't she the one for me? If she isn't the one for me, where is the one for me at? Does she even exist?
Make a nice day.
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