Stumbling through life

Well I decided yesterday morning about 1030 that in order to be happy I had to act happy. So from then on yesterday I was upbeat and happy. Yesterday evening was pleasant as well. I am going to try to keep being happy and hopefully things will improve. They did improve some this morning. She didn't get mad at me when I started teasing her and rubbing on her. I guess I just can't let myself get depressed. Trying to be happy. Have a nice day.