Anger

I just got home. I had to go in to work for a few hours and Mud's mama actually kept her while I went in. I figured I would be there maybe an hour. Turned out I was at work for over 2 hours. When I finally got out of there and went to pick Mud up, I went to the door and knocked. The ex answered it and had the gall to ask me if I wanted to meet her new husband. I politely told her no and she said "Are you sure?" I told her that I was positive I didn't want to meet him. She calls Holly and while I was waiting he came to the door and stuck his hand out to shake and introduce himself. I turned my back on him and started to walk away. I just couldn't go without saying something. I turned back around and told him "I used to have a lot of respect for PJ's. Then you came along." He had a very strange look on his face, but then Mud came through the door and I walked away. Now I am still angry at him. It seems so very stupid of me. I have forgiven the ex for what she did, but I can't seem to forgive him. I must need to go to church more.

I was typing this and got sidetracked while putting Mud to bed. I had to remake her bed and the phone rang. It was the ex. Mud answered the phone and I told her to tell her I would call her back. I didn't. She just called again, it is 10:45 pm. She was mad that I was "Rude" to her husband. I told her that I may have forgiven her, but I had not forgiven him. Maybe in the future I will, but I wasn't there now. Now I am mad again. My hands are shaking. I think I need to talk to a shrink or something.

Why do I even care anymore?

Make a nice day. Somebody needs to.

Birthday

Mud turned 11 yesterday. I got her a cake. And a cell phone. Somebody please shoot me!!!

Make a nice day.

Done Inked

Remember this post from some time ago? Well I just got back from the tattoo parlor. The cover up looks really good. The tattoo artist did a freehand drawing on my chest and over the old tattoo. It is a stone style dragon. He spent about 30 minutes actually drawing the dragon on me. When he finished it I went and looked in the mirror and was surprised at how well he actually did. There are a few spots that may need to be touched up after it heals, but probably not. It is shades of gray, but if I want to have it colored later on that is still possible.

I do know that I am never getting a tattoo on my ribs or over any bones! He barely touched my collar bone and it hurt like a s@n$3*($#(@!!!! A little later he got close to my nipple and it felt like he was sawing it off. Ouch. I didn't cry though! :) I had forgotten how much tattoos can hurt. I remember now.

So here is the finished ink. Too much black and gray? Let me know.




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Catch up

I had a great weekend! I left from work a few minutes early and drove straight to the airport on Thursday. I got to Atlanta around 9:15 PM. I got to sleep in late Friday because Gorgeous still had to work. We had a very good evening on Friday and on Saturday morning we went to the Ren Faire. It was a lot of fun going with her to the Ren Faire. She can go anywhere and be a lot of fun to be with. We wandered around and looked at everything. We had fish and chips for lunch. I couldn't find any Apple Dumplings though which sucked. Oh well I guess I really didn't need it anyway. I am getting kind of on the husky side...

We watched a couple of shows and some jousting. The sword swallower was a little unsettling when he swallowed a 4 foot long balloon. It popped. He let out a really big burp, which is better than the other option... The Ded Bob Sho was entertaining. If you get a chance to go to his show somewhere I highly recommend it. Make sure you get to be one of the water balloon throwers.

Saturday night was a lot of fun also. She has some really great friends and family. They are the type that everyone should have, but few actually do.

Sunday we went up to Helen and enjoyed the swiss/german/austrian alps city they have. It is a tourist trap but it was fun to go wander around in for an afternoon.

I had to come home yesterday which sucked. My plane got delayed and we didn't take off until 11 PM. I got home at 2 AM, my alarm went off at 0645 and I hit snooze. Then hit it again. And again. I finally crawled out of bed at 0715. I had to rush but I made it to work. A little late, but no one mentioned it. I am definitely going to bed early tonight!

OK, now that everyone is all caught up I guess I need to give you a picture or two to stare at.

The Sword Swallower

Jousting

The Ded Bob Sho

Make a nice day!

One Day Blog Silence

Anniversary

I can't believe I missed out on celebrating my one year anniversary. How could all of you allow me to forget? What anniversary you ask? Thank you Mr. Unicorn in the back row for asking that question. The anniversary y'all forgot to remind me about was one year ago the divorce was final. That was on 17 April. I didn't even realize it until last night as I was laying in bed after telling TG goodnight. BTW I get to see her in 25 hours! :)

Mud is off with her mama in Hawaii for the next week. Her mama is marrying the p.o.s. that she cheated on me with. It is still a little bitty diamond! :D MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!

Make a nice day and tell your your Pookie that you Love them!!

Observant?

Found this on Tish's blog, and I stole it!

Your Observation Skills Get A B

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time) And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

Shoot me

What do you tell an 11 year old about your social life? It affects them, so how much should they be told? I have told Mud everything that she is old enough to hear. I am sure she suspects more than what I have told her, but she has not received "that talk" yet. At least not from me. I still haven't a clue what to tell her about that stuff. I am dreading the day when she gets her first monthly visitor.

Mud's mama took most of the clothes that she had here, home this morning. Cleaned out my closets quite a bit. Now I just need to get rid of the boxes of old kids clothes in the garage. She still has stuff in my closet that I tried to get her to take. She doesn't have room for it though. And I do? I asked her if she wanted her bike. She says she does, but doesn't have room for it right now. And I do?

I guess thats enough bitching about the ex for today. I'll try to post on a somewhat more frequent basis.

Make a nice day!!

God's Plan?

Sometimes I wonder just what God's plan for me is. 15 years ago I was wondering if I would ever find a woman that loved me. Then on 2 July 1992 I met my ex-wife for the first time. We made out like hormonally challenged teenagers in a bar called FishHead's all night long.

2 years ago I was helping her pack her stuff to leave me and wondering why God would take her love away from me. 2 months ago I was again wondering if I would ever find a woman who loved me. I had a sort of relationship, but it wasn't everything. Then I met TG. I started talking to her to pass the time and before I knew it I was positive I had to meet her face to face and see if God meant for me to love her. 2 weeks ago I found out. If someone tells you there is no such thing as love at first sight, they are lying to you. I have fallen for TG big time. She seems to like me quite a bit as well.

Has this been easy? No. Someone else got hurt in the process, and I regret that very much. It was never my intention to hurt anyone at all. When I started talking to TG and decided that I had to meet her, I was unaware of how much this other woman felt for me. She never told me. She didn't know herself until I told her I was going to visit TG. Since she had been dating and making friends I didn't think I was the one for her, just a very good friend. Things change and people get hurt. I wish I could take away all the hurt and make everyone happy. But I am just a man, one who is not very smart when it comes to women.

Someday I hope I can talk to my friend again, but I don't know how long that will be. I hate to lose a friend. I cherish all of my friendships more than anything. In real life I have very few friends. I don't allow people to get close to me, because I know someone always gets hurt. Being in the military and moving around you always lose touch with your friends. I have friends all over the world, but I never get to talk to them anymore. An occasional email here and there doesn't always cut it. I have friends in Iraq and Afghanistan and other litter boxes on this planet. Will they all come home? I pray that they do, but I know that some will not. How many have returned home in a metal coffin already that I don't know about because I have lost track of them? I pray none.

What is God's plan? I pray to find out every night...

Tell your Pookie that you Love them and make a nice day.

What to do

What do you do when a friend finally decides they want you after you find someone special? This isn't just a casual acquaintance, but someone who you have spent time with and taken naughty pictures with. They never wanted more than what they gave. They dated others. You comforted them when they were scared. You held their hand and just snuggled with them when they needed it. How do you stay friends, but not lovers? How do you keep from hurting them? How do you keep your own heart in one piece?

I wish I could read minds, that way I could know for sure what goes on in a woman's mind.


Tell someone you love them and make a nice day. 5 Days...

ok

I got some news the other day. Seems as though the ex is going to marry the one she cheated on me with. I kinda figured she would since I saw her wearing a small diamond on that finger. You would think he would spend enough money on a diamond to get one bigger than her previous husband had put on her finger. Nope. Hehehe. :)

Anyway, she told me this cause she wants to take Mud with her to the wedding which will be in Hawaii. BTW that is where he is from, so no, he isn't spending a buttload of money on that instead of the ring.

At first I was hurt, but then I realized that I had been praying for her to find happiness and maybe she has. Only time will tell. So I gave her a hug and told her congratulations and then my phone started vibrating in my pocket and buzzing both of us. Turns out that was a new friend I have, and I was trying not to laugh at the situation with my ex and talk to Gorgeous at the same time.

Anyway I need to post this. Grab your pookie and tell them how much they mean to you. Make a nice day!! :D

VisualDNA

I saw this over at Lil Bit's blog and decided to make one of my own.

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

PERSONALITY: MOODS
EASY RIDER

You’re a bit of a romantic and have a taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin... Slip those shoes off... You like to kick back. When it comes to art, you’re definitely unconventional — seeing art in all corners of life. You believe in self-expression and adventure. As for music, it’s the soundtrack to your world. An open road, your favorite tracks - clichés are there to be enjoyed! Your choice of treat shows you love being a little bit naughty. Being good all the time is a bore. You’ve got a good sense of fun and maybe an infectious giggle.


PERSONALITY: FUN
THRILLER

Oh - insatiable! Your thirst for affection never drops. You’ve got a high sex drive and appetite for love. For kicks there is nothing like a little affection to give you a buzz. There is never enough time to love! When it comes to holidays, relaxing and spending time with friends and family is what it is all about. You like long lazy sunny days - coming back home rejuvenated. What grosses you out? You like people to be well groomed, with a tight bod and heaps of sex appeal. Wobbly bits and hairy areas are a complete turn off.


PERSONALITY: HABITS
JUNKIE MONKEY

Living in a material world you are always flashing the plastic. You like to live for today and not get caught up thinking about tomorrow - hey, that would slow your shopping down. Mmmm - caffeine - you love the stability and comfort of routine. Sometimes you need an extra kick to get going. Where would you be without it? As for the home, style is certainly not top of your list - you’re too busy with other things in life. Functional meets all your needs.


PERSONALITY: LOVE
PART TIME LOVER

For you love is about long—term commitment, it means devotion and tenderness. When you think of freedom - you think of the hard cash that can buy it for you. It’s obvious innit? You’re pretty wise to the world.

How did I piss off Karma?

So there I was, tied up to the bed, motor oil...WAIT WAIT WAIT STOP!!! Wrong story.

Ok, everyone says Karma is a bitch, so I am now wondering what I did to piss Karma off. You see I ask this question because I thought I would be nice tonight. I decided to make a chocolate shake for Mud. I went and got the ice cream out, got the stick blender, the chocolate syrup, and the milk.

I scooped out the ice cream and put it in the cup, poured the chocolate on it, poured the milk in it, then got the blender and put it down in there and gave it a test spin to make sure it didn't make a mess. Well guess what? It spit that stuff right up over the side of the cup and onto the counter and the floor I had just mopped yesterday! *&%$^#(%((*&#$&#$ and a few other words. It was all over my hand, but I decided to go ahead and finish mixing it so Mud could have it before she went to bed. I got it finished and put the blender into an empty cup to keep it from falling over.

Thats when the fun began. I started cleaning Mud's cup and my hand. When I finished that I decided to go ahead and clean the floor a little with the paper towel that wasn't quite all used up. When I turn around to throw the paper towel away I hear a crash and a thump. What do I see when I turn back around? You guessed it folks, Karma done bitch slapped me and was laughing her ass off. The stick blender had fallen over and clipped the cup that was full of chocolate shake which somehow caused it to shoot that stuff all the way up to the ceiling and splash the light fixture. Then it threw the rest of it all over the kitchen cabinets, the stove, you name it, it had chocolate shake on it! I was stupefied. All I could do was stand there and laugh my fool head off. I did manage to take a few pictures before I mopped the floor and wiped off everything else.

The pictures don't show it very well but it was all over.

So everybody needs to have a good laugh at this cause I damn sure did!!





Make a nice day!

Time Flies

Time flies when you get older! Seems like I haven't had time to post anything this past week. Not much to really post, but I'll give a quick recap:

Monday: Ummm, anyone know what I did? I can't seem to remember. Oh well maybe Tuesday will be better!

Tuesday: Ummm, oh yeah! Went to PT where we had the ab workout queen from hell. I think we did 200 crunches in 10 minutes. In different positions of course... And I did 11 miles on a bike in 30 minutes. Yay, ate a frickin' donut right after! :)

Wednesday: I got nothing...

Thursday: Hmmm, am I wasting my life away? What exactly do I do anymore?

Friday: I talked to a friend's mom online, while the friend cooked dinner.

Oh boy, I need to get out more!!

Saturday: Woke up at 0527 and couldn't go back to sleep. I remember staring at the clock and the last time I saw was 0613. Then I woke up at 0934. The first thought I had? The coffee is going to be cold. Bummer.


Give your pookie a snuggle and make a nice day!!