Agreement

Well I finally got her to put in writing what she was going to pay in exchange for what I am going to help her with. When I asked her about it, she started in on how I was trying to make this a nasty divorce. I told her I was trying to protect myself and if she thought her word was good enough then it shouldn't matter to her to put it in writing. Then I asked her why every time I brought something up that would be beneficial to me, she accused me of trying to make things ugly. I asked what she would do if our roles were reversed. We talked a little while longer, then she pulled out some paper and started writing it up. I pushed it and asked if I could get some "after" pictures so I could at least look at what my $9000 paid for. She wasn't willing last night. Hmm. Maybe when she needs something else I can get them. :) I know, I'm a pig. So what. Those babies cost more than my car! I want a damn picture at least! Well I tagged a few people last night since I got tagged, now I am waiting to see who responds. Other than my knee killing me on the run at PT this morning, not much is going on here. Just being bored. Tell someone you love them, and make a nice day!

I got tagged!

I've been tagged by Jessica.

1. Do you try to look hot when you go to the grocery store just in case someone recognizes you from your blog?

No. Plastic Surgery costs too much.

2. Are the photos you post Photoshopped or otherwise altered?

No. You get the plain, unadulterated truth.

3. Do you like it when creeps or dorks email you?

I haven’t been that lucky yet!!

4. Do you lie in your blog?

No. I don’t post names though.

5. Are you passive-aggressive in your blog?

Maybe?

6. Do you ever threaten to quit writing so people will tell you not to stop?

No. I write for myself and try to keep it entertaining for those who wish to read it.

7. Are you in therapy? If not, should you be? If so, is it helping?

I’m not in therapy, although I probably should be.

8. Do you delete mean comments? Do you fake nice ones?

I delete spam. I don’t think I have had any mean comments. Some cut pretty close to the bone, but they were only being honest.

You can fake your own comments?

9. Have you ever rubbed one out while reading a blog? How about after?

No. I keep hoping though!

10. If your readers knew you in person, would they like you more or like you less?

I honestly don’t know. I hope they would like me more, but just don’t know.

11. Do you have a job?

Yes I do.

12. If someone offered you a decent salary to blog full-time without restrictions, would you do it?

Depends on what a decent salary would be! Sometimes it is hard enough to come up with a daily post. Maybe I would.

13. Which blogger do you want to meet in real life?

Probably Tacogirl and Jessica. Christy is happily taken, so I have to leave her alone!

14. Which bloggers have you made out with?

In real life? None.

In fantasy? Tacogirl and Jessica! Together. For a reaalllyy looonnnngggg time!! :)

15. Do you usually act like you have more money or less money than you really have?

I have never had money, so I don’t know how someone with money would act. So I just act like myself.

16. Does your family read your blog?

NOPE!!

17. How old is your blog?

10 months. I started it to use as a diary to help get through this part of my life. So far it has helped a lot.

18. Do you get more than 1000 page views per day? Do you care?

No.

If I didn’t care I wouldn’t have put a hit counter on it, now would I?

19. Do you have another secret blog in which you write about being depressed, slutty, or a liar?

No. This is where I put everything.

20. Have you ever given another blogger money for his/her writing?

No.

21. Do you report the money you earn from your blog on your taxes?

How do you earn money from blogging?

22. Is blogging narcissistic?

I have no idea.

23. Do you feel guilty when you don't post for a long time?

No. Although I get sort of grumpy sometimes if I can’t get something off my chest.

24. Do you like John Mayer?

Not particulary.

25. Do you have enemies?

I try not to have any.

26. Are you lonely?

Yes.

27. Why bother?

Because it is helping me deal with issues in my life.

I'm tagging...

TacoGirl, Christy and AVE

Weekend Finish

I'll try to finish my update that got lost.

So I told her that I would see her around 9. She asked me why I said that, so I told her that I had learned that whenever she told me a timeframe that she would be back, that if I doubled it then that would be an accurate time for her to return. She got a hurt look on her face and I went back to what I was doing. She left then. My daughter wanted me to take her to play at the park, and also meet her friends at the park. So at 6:30 we rode up there. She played with her friends for awhile and I noticed that a few minutes after 7 my wife turned down the rode to the house. I didn't bother leaving a note or anything, because I figured she wouldn't be back before we were. It actually surprised me that she was home close to the time she said she would be. The other mom's that were at the park were, talking like women do when they are alone. They keep forgetting that I am around because I am usually pretty quiet. They were talking about sex and who wasn't getting any. I wanted to jump up and tell them I'm not either, how about getting together for a little while? I didn't though, because there were kids around and also, because that isn't the type of person I am. So then one of them noticed that my wife was walking up to us then. Hmm. Guess she saw our bikes up there or something. So she gets in on the fun with the girls. After about a half hour it is gatting too dark, so I called my daughter and we headed home. My wife stayed and talked to the other moms for a few minutes. So later on when I went to bed I noticed that my wife had put her pajamas on like she was going to bed instead of going out. Turns out she did stay home. Surprise. I decided to mow the yard before I went to church so I got ready to do it and my wife told me that she was going to make breakfast. Surprise #2 for the morning. OK. I went out and mowed the yard in record time. When I came in I expected her to have made something. but she didn't. I guess I shouldn't have been surprised about that. I went back to the bedroom to shower and get dressed for church, and she was shaving her legs. She seemed surprised that I was done already, and said she would wait to shave her other leg after breakfast. I told her to go ahead and finish because I needed to shower and get ready for church. She could make breakfast after she finished. Worked out that way. She overcooked the eggs, but the toast and grits was good. She said she was going to the beach while we were at church. When we got back I decided to go for my bike ride. As it turns out I have only been riding 16.5 miles, so I added another 3 miles or so my route. It still only took me two hours. When I got home, my wife was gone, so I asked my nephew where my daughter was. Turns out she was actually with my wife. Surprise #3. We worked on homework the rest of the day for the most part. Dinner time, we had just sat down to eat when her cell phone rang. She got up from the table and went outside to talk to whoever called. We finished eating and cleaned up. I left her dinner on the table. By the time she got back to it, I'm sure it was cold. Her fault. We put our daughter to bed and I did my chores then went to bed myself. Actually I watched tv in the bedroom, and fell asleep. Around 10 my wife came in and woke me up because she turned the bathroom light on so she could see. All I saw at first was her butt in panties right in front of my face because she was bent over picking something up. Next time I saw her she was in pajamas again and was getting the blanket and pillow to head for the couch. Hmm. She actually going to stay at home? She left her purse in the bedroom too, so I assumed that she was. Surprise #4. I went back to sleep and slept fairly decent. I bought one of those body pillows so now I have something to keep my back warm. Not as good as the real thing, but it works for now. So that pretty much gets everyone up to speed on my weekend. Lots of fun and excitement. Not. What a boring life. I'll talk to you all tomorrow.

Weekend

Well this weekend wasn't bad overall. I came home from work on Friday and started on my homework. My wife was doing hers as well. After a half hour or so, she said she was going to go to the beach to study. Yeah right. She said she would be back in time for dinner. If we wanted to eat early I should just call her. At 5 pm I called her cell phone. It was busy. I called back in five minutes. Still busy. I called afew minutes after that, it rang, then I heard a click and got a dial tone. WTF??!! So I loaded my daughter up and we went out to dinner. As we are turning onto the main road, my wife turns into the subdivision. I waved at her and kept going. My daughter decided what restaurant she wanted to eat at and as we parked I called my wife on the house phone and informed her of where we were eating and that her daughter wanted her to eat with us. Needless to say she chose not to. My daughter kept hoping she would come in though. Saturday morning I got up and my wife was gone. She left sometime during the night I reckon. I had wanted to go for a bike ride but she wasn't home by 9 so I took my daughter shopping for my wifes birthday. It is this Friday. So we went to Wal-Mart and the base exchange. She got her a pretty little knick knack. I actually decided to get her a bed in a bag thing. It has the sheets the pillow cases and the comforter all in one, and a small coffee maker. Yeah I know, I'm a stupid F@#$%^. I can't help it yet. Besides, it helps to give a little stability to my daughter. My wife was there when we got home. I did some more homework, then about 2 I decided to go out for awhile just to get some air. I went out through the garage and my wife was in there at the laundry area. I told her I would be back and she looked at me. Then I left. I came back about two hours later. When I came in the bedroom, my wife said to me, "You could at least tell me you are leaving!" Oh no! I told her that I did tell her I was leaving and that she looked at me when I said it. She started to argue about it, but I cut her off and told her that she hardly ever tells me when she is leaving anymore so what is her problem? Later after dinner, she comes into the kitchen and tells me that she is leaving and will be back in a couple of hours.

All right, Blogger is pissing me off! I typed everything in and tried to post it then it tells me I got to sign in. Then It didn't post anything and I went back to my post and had to recover it. Then this is all that there is. I had typed for an hour on this thing. I was current up to this morning. I don't feel like typing it in again. Maybe I will add to this later when I have some more time. Make a nice day.

Quizilla 2

Balanced Dragon




You are in balance with nature and your self. Your
soul and you heart are steady and you are very
thoughtful. You are wise as the Dragon, who
have seen the beyond.Your wings is the power of
your soul.


What is your Spirit Creature ?(Mythical creatures Pics!!)
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Quizilla

Your power is: Time Control

Explanation: You have the ability to
freeze, push forward or go back in time. In
good purposes it is used to prevent bad deeds,
and the opposite for evil purposes.
As a person your emotional level has been on
hold. For one reason or another emotions has
reduced and now you aren't so full of life. And
of course, this does not sadden you since you
could care less. Sometimes though you can be
hit by emotioal waves inside but you block it
all out. You don't search for something that
could make you happy since you have no hope in
that area any longer. People probably see you
as annoying because you're not involved and
just stand there. You probably don't have that
many friends either, and you feel like you are
with them because that's what you normally do.
You stick to your habits and don't appreciate
changes.
Negative aspects: One day all emotions
are gonna surface again, and that day will be
very painful. Instead it is more wise to start
up the emotional level bit by bit, so it won't
come as a big shock.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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Friday

Well its Friday and I get off at 1500 today. It isn't raining either. I actually had a good enough sleep last night that I got woke up by the alarm this morning and didn't want to get out of bed. I had a nice email from a friend with a couple of questions to answer. Just fun stuff. So I answered them and asked some myself. My class last night got cut short because the instructor got mad because no one would give him the answer he was looking for showing that most people didn't read the homework. He works here in the building also so I am going to go talk to him about it. In case I don't post this weekend, I hope you all have a nice weekend. Make a nice day!

Another day

I had this whole post planned that I was going to write. Now I can't remember any of it. I think I am starting to suffer from CRS disease. So anyway, today is still blah because it is gloomy out, with the possibility of rain. Lovely. Yesterday I got home from work and my wife was in the bedroom with her homework all spread out on the bed. I had reading to do for homework as well, but no where to do it. She was in the bedroom, it was raining outside, Sponge bob was on in the living room. I finally sat down at my computer desk and tried to read there. I managed to get through 2 sections before dinner. After dinner I cleaned up and figured that since my wife wasn't back in the bedroom I could go read in there. I get in there and start to move stuff out of the way so I could sit down and she comes in. She wanted to know what I was doing. Um hello? This is my bedroom, you gave up any right to it when you started cheating on me! I didn't tell her that, but I damn sure wanted to. I guess I am too nice for my own good. I told her that since she wasn't in there I wanted to sit down and read my homework. She said that was ok with her as long as I helped her by going through her homework "flash cards" with her real quick. Umm wait a minute, "it's ok with her" ??? Why can't I just blow up at her and tell her to go study on her bed? Oh wait, thats the damn couch in the living room! Yeah I'm definitely too nice. So after about 30 minutes she stops doing her studying and goes out to her computer. I stayed and read my homework until bedtime. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. I know I feel like shooting someone, but it isn't her, and I don't know exactly who it is that I want to shoot. Not that I ever would, but that little voice in my head is starting to get louder and meaner. I do know that I am tired of sleeping alone, I just want to hold a woman who wants to be held. Even if it is just for a night. I need to find a "friend with benefits" that people keep talking about. Anyone know where I can find one? Make a nice day!

Not good

I'm not having the best day so far. I woke up and it is yucky and rainy. I can't seem to shake this feeling of being so damn lonely now. I wish I could think of something to write. Make a nice day.

Today

Well today will be a short post. Not much happened last night. My daughter had questions for us about who was going to get what. When she asked who was getting the couch, I told her that her mom HAD to take that ugly thing. That couch is pretty damn ugly too! My wife likes it though. Tan and purple cross hatched pattern. Yuck. So this morning after PT I was looking at some stuff and trying to figure out what I wanted to keep. Tough questions. Who gets the coffee pot? Who gets that lamp? What about the microwave? This could be a big damn headache. I hope ya'll have a good day. Make it a nice one.

Weekend Update

Well I guess this is my weekend update. I know I posted a short one on Saturday, so I will expand just a bit. When we were discussing things Friday night we were talking about me paying off her car and then signing it over to her. She wanted some reassurance that I would continue to pay for it and not stop making the payments. I told her that since it was in my name I would be stupid to screw up my credit that way. Then I told her that she better not be counting on her getting the money from the car payment after it was paid off. From the way she reacted I think that was exactly what she was thinking. She got mad and said I didn't have to say that, it was just plain mean, I'm a bad person, etc... Oh well. I felt that it needed to be said, and from the reaction I'm sure it did. So on Friday night my wife said she didn't think she would be going anywhere and put on her pajamas and went to sleep on the couch. She stated that she may go to some yard sales in the morning but she would be home by 10 am at the latest so I could go for my ride. Her best friend called about 1030 pm so I had to go take the phone to her and wake her up. Then I went back to bed. I got woke up about 6 am Saturday morning by my daughter making noise and watching tv. Why can kids wake up so early on the weekends, but during the week it is a serious pain to get them up for school? So anyway I got up and went to get my coffee. The wife was gone and the blankets were all stacked up nice and neat. Her contacts were still in the bathroom so she had to be wearing her glasses, therefore she left in the middle of the night. My daughter wanted to know where momma was, so I told her that she probably went to some garage sales and would be back soon. I have come to the realization that if I want to know what time my wife will be back or how long she will be gone I need to double whatever time it is she tells me. So instead of her being back by 10 I figured she would be back around 12 or 1. I was close, 1230. She did call around 1130 to say that she found a bed and was getting it tied on the roof at that time and would be home shortly. She asked if we wanted lunch from somewhere and I asked where she was so I could figure out what she was near or would pass by. She told me vaguely where she was and I suggested a place with a drive thru. Then she said she didn't have the money and didn't want to drive around with the stuff on the roof of her car. Whatever. So I fed my daughter lunch and waited for her to show up. She finally shows up and I help her unload the bed. I finally went for my ride around 2 pm and got back about 4 pm. Lots of things to look at. It was a nice ride. So later on my daughter was asking why momma got another bed, so my wife decided to finally tell her what was going on. She wanted to tell her when she was alone instead of together with me. I still wonder why she wanted to do it that way, but I stuck to it and told her that we needed to both be there. She finally gave in and we told her that we were separating. She had lots of questions, and asked her momma the same questions I asked her. Of course she wouldn't answer them. But there was a lot of crying on her part, and we reassured her alot that it didn't have anything to do with her. We stressed that she would spend equal time with both of us. She is taking it better than I thought she would. In church yesterday she decided that she didn't want to sing with the choir, and just sat with me in the pew and snuggled up. After church I decided to go for another ride. It got shortened because I ran over some thorns and got two flat tires. F%^^&$*@((!!!!! I hate walking and pushing a bike with flat tires. I only had to walk a few miles though. My wife cooked dinner and then we went to our separate corners again. After we put our daughter to bed, she got ready and left. What a lovely day. At least I know that she will be moving out soon. Or at least I hope she will. She is planning on getting an apartment that she looked at so maybe shortly after we move into the new house. Time to go I guess. Make a nice day.

Weekend

Well last night wasn't much fun. Suffice it to say we argued about things. I don't really feel like going into it, but some of it wasn't nice. I don't usually post here on the weekend, but I was looking at some comments and figured I might as well type something in. I think I am going to go read some porn stories or something. Maybe I will take my daughter to the beach even though she doesn't like it. Make a nice day!

Phone calls

Well yesterday wasn't too bad. I got home from work and no one was home. Our daughter started art club yesterday which is after school so my wife was up there picking her up. I started on my homework reading so that I could be done with it before class last night. They got home a little after 4 and then my wife tried to decide what to make for dinner since there was limited time before I had to leave for school. She ended up doing the breakfast thing for dinner which was good. She actually made me an omelot. I was surprised that she took the time to do it. I wonder what she has up her sleeve. So anyway I got to class and the instructor showed us our tests from Tuesday. Turns out I didn't fail it. He gave partial credit on most everything, so I made an 88 on the test. Whew! I was worried about that one. When I got home, my wife was sitting in my chair working on her homework, so I didn't bother her, just went into the bedroom and put my stuff away. Then went and checked email and got my chores done for the night. We put our daughter to bed and then I went to bed early. I didn't bother putting her pillow and blanket out either. I didn't care. I was asleep when she came in and turned the bathroom light on at 930. Woke me up, so I was a bit grumpy about it. Then she finally left. I was sleeping all nice a good when the phone rings at 1130. Turns out it is my best friend from high school. My mom had talked to him yesterday morning and informed him of how my life is turning to shit. He wanted to know when I would be coming back home. We talked for probably twenty minutes before his wife reminded him that I am an hour ahead and that I was probably sleeping when he called. It sure was nice to hear from him. I guess I am going to have to take leave and go up and see everyone at home. Thing is, I hate cold weather and don't really have the clothes to go during the winter, and summer time there is just too much eye candy around here to want to go anywhere else. I guess I could go up when it is cold and fantasize about Tacogirl. :) So after I get off the phone with him, I managed to get back to sleep and then at 1210 the phone rings again! I got called into work. Lovely. The nephew was home so I just text messaged my wife to let her know I wouldn't be home if something happened. I figured she would go home, but I figured wrong. I got back home around 0120 and managed to crawl back into bed and fall asleep yet again. I woke up 2 minutes before the alarm went off at 0500 and started getting ready for work. Damn this morning sucks. I am so tired. I may see if I can skate out of here early today because I got called in. So far that has been my day. Except for a coin check that got called this morning. I had my coin so I don't have to buy. :) Good thing, since I'm broke! I better get to something that resembles work. Make a nice day!

Email

Check out the email I got this morning. I have never met this person so I am pretty sure it is a scam. I know if I Google the email address it will come up with information about this being a scam. Something to lighten my day before I delete it.

Hello!!!

How are you doing? I have found your email in Internet and decided
write to you. My name is Ekaterina. I am 27 years old. Live in Russia,
city Kirov. I am cheerful woman, for an entertainment like to do many
things as sports meets, a camping, go to the cinema, theatre etc. In a
word I like to do all that all people. I work in marketing structure
on sale of cosmetics Oriflame. I have good life here. I not the rich
woman, but can provide myself. I like to travel. I travelled to many
countries. Never was in the USA, but I think that this good place to
live and be happy. I know the English language well enough. I began to
study professional English language several months ago and I do
successes every day. Several months ago I started process of
registration of the visa to travel in the USA. Now my visa is made
practically out and in 2-4 days I can travel in the USA. I have
received holiday from work till November, 20 and now I have a free
time. I can take trip to some countries, but as the visa to visiting
the USA already practically in my hands I prefer to take trip to the
USA. It is interesting to me look what life there. Now I am in Moscow
and I wait reception of the visa. I could fly in the USA in some days,
but there is a problem which stops me. I planned to fly in the USA
together with my girlfriend, but unfortunately her plans for trip in
USA have changed and now I do not know what to do. A problem in that
that I cannot fly in the USA because I know nobody in your country. I
cannot fly to the country where I know nobody and consequently I have
decided to write to you the letter. Possible It will be sounds silly
but if you are interested a meeting with the nice woman, I shall like
to meet you sometime soon! I never got acquainted through the Internet
before but as my girlfriend cannot go in the USA together with me I
decided to find the man which is interested in a meeting with the girl
from Russia. I do not know your ideas about my letter, but it would be
fine if we could meet and have some weeks together. On my trip I want
to receive rest from my work and a life in Russia. Also the basic
purpose for the future is search correct men for serious attitudes
which go to a marriage. I have no children, but I want to have
children in the future. I the mature woman also am ready to creation
of family with correct the man. I do not know what you really search
in the future but if we could meet I shall be happy to discuss with
you more about our meeting. Please, write what your purposes and plans
for the future? What you search in a life? What are you going to do
this autumn? It would be fine if we could meet, do friendship or more
than simply friendship. I shall be happy if you also have a free time
and we could meet soon. I do not know your interests, but anyhow write
to me back and I shall tell to you more about myself. Write to me all
that you want. Probably we have similar plans and the purposes for the
future and it will be interesting to us together.

I have easy character and you can write all that you want.
Ask any questions which interest you.
Write back and I shall tell more about myself and I shall send
some my photos.

Please write to me back to: ekaterina_xxxxx@xxxxxxx


Have a good day,
Ekaterina

How many people think its a scam? I do, I do!!