Thursday

I got depressed again yesterday. Don't know why just did. After my wife went to school I broke out the vodka. It didn't help. It feels like my wife is pulling away from me again and I don't know why. On a good note from yesterday, I didn't have to get the rectal exam I thought I would. I don't think the doctor really wanted to do it since he was running late and it was past time for lunch. He did do an EKG on me. Whee. Can't they make some of those sticky things that don't pull the hair when you remove them? Hell I was thinking about shaving my chest after that!! He did put me on Flonase for this throat cough thing I have had for 5 years or so. I guess he thinks it is allergies. I wonder what allergy I have. Time to go for now.