mood

I was just sitting here working on some of the paperwork for the divorce and got depressed. I don't even know why I decided to write anything here on my blog. I guess maybe because it has helped cheer me up in the past. Is it always this hard on people? Or am I just too weak to deal with this? I wish I could just go home for a month or two. Something else I just thought of, I need to change my life insurance beneficiary. I guess I should make it my daughter, but since she is underage would that be legal?